posted 11 months ago via onionchester · © letmesayiloveyou

#!!!! #Cas doesn't want dean to torture #he knows how much it wrecks him #knows dean associates it with becoming tainted and inhuman and belonging to hell #he's still of this believe in endverse #dean does it not despite what it does to him #dean tortures because he's already broken down and sees himself as a monster #castiel means it #here he's heaven's bitch but season 6 proves Cas can do the most hardcore torturing seen topside #with his bare hands #that gets a monster to give details in minutes #season 4 was heaven telling castiel dean is the leader and dean telling cas no i don't want to be #and season 5 and 6 are cas lightening the burden and not wanting dean to be in pain #sigh otp #dean x cas #on the head of a pin